I am scared I will never know what it’s like to be pregnant.
I am scared I will fall pregnant and experience the same loss that so many beautiful loving women facing infertility have dealt with.
I am scared that I will give up my (small) career to focus on my health and yet not achieve this goal.
I am scared I will never be able to give my husband the son or daughter that he deserves.
I am scared I will lose my ‘iman’ – my faith in God.
Just seven days left before I throw every cell of me into this and I am truly scared.