The NHS are being rubbish. I’ve waited 6 weeks now and I haven’t received an appointment. I was happily waiting around and ignoring my infertility. Then my mother got on the phone and I couldn’t ignore my fertility issues anymore. I’m blessed to have such supportive parents, they offered some financial help so I could go private and get some peace of mind.
I didn’t have a clue where to start in finding a clinic. Mr.Husband took control and booked an appointment with Zita West herself. I’m scared. I should be happy and excited but I’m dreading all the tests. The waiting. The expense. The stress of juggling a hectic work schedule with appointments and not slipping at work.
I considered putting it off but this situation isn’t getting any better – my periods are still scant (but thankfully regular). Maybe it is time I truly commit to this journey. Show some real strength and take control. I think I’m scared of being disappointed and facing heartbreak. It’s crazy that I can’t even visualise pregnancy anymore. Like I refuse to fool myself into it.
I have never been pregnant. It’s a fact. I can’t ignore it.
I have over 10 pages to fill in for Zita West. I just want to write ‘My body is failing me, nothing seems to be helping and I’ve tried EVERYTHING naturally. Please help. ‘ I ‘ve been taking her vitamins for the past year, already read both her books and tried listening to her hypnotherapy CD (which I can’t chill out to).
So my question for all of you who are London/UK based.. have any of you been to Zita West? Do you have any recommendations for other clinics?