Faith consists in believing when it is beyond the power of reason to believe.
– Voltaire
I survived. I am slowly recognising that my heart is strong. Even when my soul feels weak. Love overrides pain. I can smile out of love, I can endure out of love.
I’m not Christian. I wondered where my God was when I stood in the church. I wondered if He could see my strength. Then I realised He is my strength.
We’ve come a long way me and God. I’m glad I’m not angry with Him anymore.
I still think making Katie Price pregnant and leaving me childless is a cruel joke
but I think we’ll discuss that when one day we do meet.
Yes, imagine that.
I meet God and the first thing I say to Him is ‘Oh em gee. I cannot believe you did that!’
I hope He has a sense of humour. 😉
P.s This is one of the pics I took.
I opened Pandora's box and infertility entered my life.
Fertility Doll 
Share those thoughts bouncing around in your head..