I bled mid-cycle this month and I hoped that my cycle was just resetting. Two weeks later … and I’m spotting red. I also have that heavy feeling. The pain is dull.
Something isn’t right with my hormones. I wonder if it’s stress. It’s funny because my fairy godmothers (acupuncturist and Thea) think my body is on the right track. That it’s responding so much better to treatments. Yet here I am.
Feeling worse off. <-not allowed to be negative
In the spirit of #itwillhappen, I was kind to myself today and avoided blaming my body. I know I’m trying the best I can and I don’t have any control over what’s happening. But I do have control of my thoughts.
I can’t tell whether this counts as Day 1 of a new cycle – my chart shows a temp dip. I decided to book in the HyCoSy anyway. If I bleed again in 2 weeks, I’ll visit the Dr and hold off on the procedure. I’m just thankful that this isn’t worse and that I’m still functioning.
Tonight I’m going to curl up and rest… and maybe eat some chocolate eclairs to comfort me. Nom.