I’ve been a bit quiet about the results today because last night I saw a glimmer of hope with a faint positive and a definite digital positive.
However, my fears were confirmed. The faintness wasn’t because I’ve been drinking loads of water, it’s because my HCG is at a lousy 37.
At 11dp5dt, I’m barely pregnant and I really don’t have a good feeling about this. Even Dr Oracle sounded sad and said he’d expect numbers in 100s right now.
I’m tired and grieving. I’m incredibly sad. So I think I’m going to log off and just have a real good cry.