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Dead storks.

I’m sure we’ve all been there. The moment you resent this journey and all the sacrifices you’ve made, and decide ‘screw it, I’m not pregnant anyway… what does it matter if I smoke or enjoy coffee or eat gluten or

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Dreams are funny things.

Before I write an infertility post, I need to write this. I had such a simple yet powerful dream the other night and I just wish I knew what it meant. It featured a … wait for it… I NEVER

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Healing in Istanbul.

My mind has been in a state of chaos. In August I distracted myself by doing things that make me happy. Things such as eating a crazy amount of cake, staying up late, drinking tea, being a social butterfly and

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Posted in Emotions + Coping, Religion + Spiritual

Nightmares about baby stuff & being barren

I need to scribble down my dreams (nightmares) somewhere. Forgetting to feed the baby/twins Had this dream twice- once with a single baby and once with twins where I forgot to feed one. I took it to mean I need

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Posted in Emotions + Coping, Religion + Spiritual

Oh, what a power is motherhood, possessing
A potent spell. All women alike
Fight fiercely for a child.

~ Euripides, Iphigenia in Aulis, c. 405 B.C.

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